cum sa incep?
cu un proverb: ce tie nu-ti place altuia nu-i face. sau nu, mai bine: se intoarce roata. de fapt, astea doua combinate.
eu, de obicei, atunci cand persoana respectiva nu ma prea interesa sau cand nu o cunosteam prea bine, eram genul de fata care dadea verde la prima greseala, oricat de mare sau de mica ar fi fost. pentru ca nu-mi placea sa ma incurc aiurea.
asta pana cand… mi-a aruncat Cineva cu un bolovan in cap si m-a facut sa uit de toate astea. de toate principiile, de toate fixurile, in fine… de tot ceea ce eram.
si apoi, dupa ce mi-a dat cu bolovanul in cap, a venit langa mine, m-a ingrijit, m-a facut bine, dupa care a fugit. ce bine. crezusem ca am scapat; gata cu bolovanii!! dar nu. cand nu ma asteptam… poc!! alt bolovan! iar sa ma inrijeasca, iar sa ma faca bine si iar sa plece…
Cineva cred ca e masochist. ca prea ii place sa ma vada cum sufar. bolovan dupa bolovan, rana dupa rana, principiu dupa principiu…
si ce e cel mai rau din toate astea? ca eu nu vreau sa ma feresc de bolovani. stiu ca trebuie, stiu ca asa ar fi cel mai bine, dar… nu vreau.

(da, da… sunt gretos de indragostita de cine nu merita, chiar si eu recunosc. dar ce sa faci, love’s retarded)
(si nu, n-u fost chiar bolovani. desi ar fi fost mai bine sa fie; cred ca ar fi durut mai putin. 😐 )


am gasit aici o leapsa interesanta.

Have you ever…

01) Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02) Swam with wild dolphins
03) Climbed a mountain.
04) Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05) Been inside the Great Pyramid
06) Held a tarantula.
07) Taken a candlelight bath with someone.
08) Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09) Hugged a tree.
10) Done a striptease
11) Bungee jumped
12) Visited Paris
13) Watched a lightning storm at sea
14) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15) Seen the Northern Lights
16) Gone to a huge sports game
17) Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa.
18) Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19) Touched an iceberg
20) Slept under the stars.
21) Changed a baby’s diaper.
22) Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23) Watched a meteor shower
24) Gotten drunk on champagne
25) Given more than you can afford to charity
26) Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28) Had a food fight
29) Bet on a winning horse
30) Taken a sick day when you’re not ill.
31) Asked out a stranger
32) Had a snowball fight
33) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34) Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35) Held a lamb.
36) Enacted a favorite fantasy.
37) Taken a midnight skinny dip
38) Taken an ice cold bath
39) Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40) Seen a total eclipse
41) Ridden a roller coaster
42) Hit a home run
43) Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45) Adopted an accent for an entire day
46) Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47) Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48) Had two hard drives for your computer
49) Visited all 50 states of USA
50) Loved your job for all accounts
51) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52) Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53) Had amazing friends
54) Danced with a stranger in a foreign country !
55) Watched wild whales
56) Stolen a sign
57) Backpacked in Europe
58) Taken a road-trip
59) Rock climbing
60) Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61) Midnight walk on the beach
62) Sky diving
63) Visited Ireland
64) Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65) In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66) Visited Japan
67) Benchpressed your own weight
68) Milked a cow
69) Alphabetized your records
70) Pretended to be a superhero
71) Sung karaoke
72) Lounged around in bed all day
73) Posed nude in front of strangers
74) Scuba diving
75) Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76) Kissed in the rain
77) Played in the mud
78) Played in the rain
79) Gone to a drive-in theater
80) Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81) Visited the Great Wall of China
82) Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog (sper sa nu 😛 )
83) Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84) Started a business
85) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86) Toured ancient sites
87) Taken a martial arts class
88) Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89) Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90) Gotten engaged
91) Been in a movie
92) Crashed a party
93) Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94) Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95) Gotten married
96) Had sex at the office
97) Gone without food for 5 days
98) Made cookies from scratch
99) Won first prize in a costume contest
100) Ridden a gondola in Venice
101) Gotten a tattoo
102) Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103) Gotten divorced
104) Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105) Got flowers for no reason
106) Masturbated in a public place
107) Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108) Taken illegal drugs
109) Performed on stage
110) Been to Las Vegas
111) Recorded music
112) Eaten shark
113) Had a one-night stand
114) Gone to Thailand
115) Seen Siouxsie live
116) Bought a house
117) Been in a combat zone
118) Buried one/both of your parents
119) Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off (hhahahaha 😀 )
120) Been on a cruise ship
121) Spoken more than one language fluently
122) Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123) Bounced a check
124) Performed in Rocky Horror
125) Read – and understood – your credit report
126) Raised children.
127) Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.
128) Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129) Created and named your own constellation of stars
130) Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131) Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132) Called or written your Congress person
133) Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134) …more than once? – More than twice?
135) Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136) Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137) Had an abortion or your female partner did
138) Had plastic surgery
139) Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140) Wrote articles for a large publication
141) Lost over 100 pounds
142) Held someone while they were having a flashback
143) Piloted an airplane
144) Petted a stingray
145) Broken someone’s heart
146) Helped an animal give birth
147) Been fired or laid off a job
148) Won money on a T.V. game show
149) Broken a bone
150) Killed a human being
151) Gone on an African photo safari
152) Ridden a motorcycle
153) Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154) Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155) Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156) Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157) Ridden a horse
158) Had major surgery
159) Had sex on a moving train
160) Had a snake as a pet
161) Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162) Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163) Slept for more than 30 hours (incredibil, nu? 😛 )
164) Visited lots of foreign countries
165) Visited all 7 continents
166) Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167) Eaten kangaroo meat
168) Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169) Been a sperm or egg donor
170) Eaten sushi
171) Had your picture in the newspaper
172) Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173) Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about (despre mine… 😉 )
174) Gotten someone fired for their actions
175) Gone back to school (de ceeeee?? de ceeeee?? 😦 )
176) Parasailed
177) Changed your name
178) Petted a cockroach
179) Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180) Read The Iliad
181) Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182) Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them (mai mult pahare 😀 )
183) …and gotten 86?ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184) Taught yourself an art from scratch
185) Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186) Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187) Skipped all your school reunions
188) Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189) Been elected to public office
190) Written your own computer language
191) Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192) Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193) Built your own PC from parts(aproape)
194) Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195) Had a booth at a street fair
196) Dyed your hair
197) Been a DJ
198) Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal(now that would be funny)
199) Written your own role playing game
200) Been arrested. –> nu, dar pe aproape 😛

de aici rezulta ca am facut multe chestii, dar si ca mai am multe de facut 😛
sper sa am spor 😀

viagra – fata spate lateral

imnul pitzipoancelor :)) 😀

back la Bucharesti

inapoi la capitala… dupa o vara atat de tare, e ca si cum m-as fi dus la spanzuratoare. de fapt, cam asa e. anul asta imi pun streangul de gat. dau licenta la ase. si dupa ce ca dau licenta, nici nu pot sa o dau in ce-mi doresc. singurul profesor care mai avea locuri disponibile era pe economie, iar eu imi doream pe comunicare. cah!! how stupid is that?
in fine, trec eu si de asta… (sper) 🙂
asa, cum spuneam, vara asta a fost atat de tare… am fost peste tot. si la mare si la munte si la deal si la campie 😛 peste tot. Am mai fost si in alte veri, dar acum m-am dus cu prietenii. acum abia astept sa vina vacanta de iarna. (Voineasa, here i come!!) 😀
pff… iar la facultate… iar ase…. iar profesori de-aia… un profesor, de exemplu, ne zicea el la curs ca el nu e ca ceilalti profesori, ca el n-o sa ne puna sa tocim, dar ca ne roaga frumos sa-i cumparam cartile. In #$%^&&^%$ m##$%!!! nu ai de unde sa mai scoti bani? Sa @#$^$!! altu ne-a zis direct. „cumparati-mi cartile, ca o sa va dau din ele la examen”. Ce sa mai zici…. te conformezi…
a, dar am avut parte si de o faza tare in ase. eram in Bastiliei si asteptam liftul, la etajul 1. vine o blonda la mine si ma intreaba: „auzi, aici suntem la etajul 3?” zic: „nu suntem la 1”. ne urcam in lift, apas pe 3, dar liftul se duce la parter (probabil ca il mai chemase cineva). blonda: „ah, am ajuns la 3!!” eu, ce sa mai zic, mai avea rost sa zic ceva? i-am zis: „da, asa e” si-a plecat fericita ca in sfarsit a aflat unde e etajul 3… 😀

Asa… Party Pooper… iubirta mea colega de camera? Remeber? Dar acum?
Semestrul asta a fost foaaaarte interesant!! Nu stiu cum, dar am ajuns sa lucrez in acelasi loc cu PP, in acelasi birou, UNA LANGA ALTA. Doamne… Ce-o fi fost in capul meu sa ma duc acolo, nu stiu…
Stiti bancurile alea cu contabili? Alea in care se spune ca tipele de la departamentul de conta sunt cele mai naspa? Sunt adevarate! Si eu a trebuit sa stau in birou cu 3, timp de vreo 4 luni! Fiecare avea cate-un pitic pe creier, sau mai multi. Una dintre ele avea ceva cu toata lumea. Nu trebuia sa o contrazici, ca era de rau. Una era genu, care, in fata, e numai lapte si miere, iar pe la spate, nu te mai scoate din cacat. Si mai e si Party Pooper… care la munca e la fel ca la camin. Desi, toata ziua lucra, ea nu avea niciodata nimic gata la timp. Si normal ca era vina mea, ca nu a putut ca a trebuit sa ma „invete” pe mine. Mda… divin. Mai are rost sa zic ca era, de fapt, invers? Nu.
Ei, si asa cu fixurile lor, nimeni din firma nu le suporta. Si ma bagau si pe mine in aceeasi oala, pentru ca, na, lucram si eu la conta, deci eram o nesuferita. La un moment dat chiar incepusem sa fiu. Nu ma mai interesa de nimeni. Atunci am renuntat (plus ca venea si sesiunea) si am zis ca nu mai vreau sa lucrez in conta.
La camin… la fel cu PP. Numai ca acum gradul de nesimtire e si mai mare. Acum nu ma mai intreaba cand imi ia laptop-ul, sau alte lucruri. Nici macar nu ma mai intreaba daca am nevoie de ele (chiar daca oricum nu mi le dadea inapoi).
In sesiune mai avea putin si ne lua la bataie daca indrazneam sa aprindem tv-ul. Pentru ca era greu sa urce un etaj pana la sala de lectura (unde era „prea liniste”).
Normal ca nici acum nu face curatenie dupa ea. Si tot ea se plangea ca de ce e asa de mizerie in camera, in conditiile in care numai hainele si farfuriile ei erau imprastiate prin camera. 😐
Vara asta iar s-a autoinvitat pe la mine. M-am auto-invitat si eu pe la ea, dar mi-a zis ca nu are unde sa ma primeasca, ca nu are decat un apartament cu 2 camere. Pai si eu la fel. Aaa, ea vrea sa stea la tara unde ar avea camera ei… nu prea cred. A, si s-a mai auto-invitat si la mare cu masina mea. Numai ca, din pacate pentru ea, nu ma duc cu masina mea la mare. Deci va trebui sa stea acasa. Naspa. 😛
Cu cealalta colega ma intelegeam mai bine, dar de cand s-a termnat sesiunea s-au cam racit relatiile. 😦
In sfarsit, la anul PP nu mai sta in camin, deci nu o sa mai am „norocul” sa stau cu ea in camera (sper) 🙂 Sunt curioasa ce colege o sa am la anul…

In sfarsit s-a terminat sesiunea, sunt in vacanta, n-am niciun stres si sper s-o frec toata vara. 😀
Am trecut si de olimpiade cu bine. Ma rog, depinde cum privesti lucrurile… E bine ca am trecut anul, e naspa ca s-a intamplat la ase.
Oricum, sunt multe de povestit despre semestrul asta, dar alta data ca acum am mana sucita si nici macar nu stiu cum am reusit. M-am trezit ieri dimineata cu ea umflata si ma durea… tipic eu.
Si pentru ca tot ma plangeam eu acum cateva luni ca telefonul meu e varza am zis sa particip si eu la concursul ala cu N97 ca premiu. Hell! Why not? ce-am de pierdut?
See ya!


Azi m-am uitat la „Interview with the Vampire”. Am vazut acum ceva timp „Twilight”, am obsedat dupa vampir, si m-am hotarat sa vad si alte filme cu vampiri.
Ei bine, filmul asta (Interview…) a fost foarte LOL. LOL, LOL, LOL!! Nu stiam ca vapirii pot fi asa de gay. 😀 Si nu-mi doream sa-i vad pe Cruise, Pitt si Banders aproape pupandu-se. Cruise imi imaginam eu ca e cam poponar, dar de ailalti doi chiar imi placea. Nah, acum o sa trebuiasca sa renunt la ei. La naiba!!
A, in toate filmele „noi” cu vampiri, pe care le-am vazut pana acum, toti zic ca Dracula e vrajeala. Cum ba? Adica, asta e singura chestie cu care putem sa ne dam si noi mari, si nenii astia ii dau cu flitul. Nu-i corect. Bine, tipu’ din Twilight e bun, de tot 😀 , da’ tot Dracula e „the boss”. 😀


In alta orine de idei, am luat o pauza de la film sa ma duc la baie. Eu nu inteleg o chestie. De ce simti nevoia sa vorbesti la telefon cand esti pe wc. Hai, bine, vorbesti la tine acasa, ca nu te-aude nimeni si nici nu tre’ sa tragi apa sa nu te auda ala cu care vorbesti. Dar cand esti intr-un camin, de ce tre’ sa faci asta? In afara de faptul ca partenerii tai de „suferinta” pot auzi absolut tot ge vorbesti, eu una m-as simti naspa daca l-as auzi pe-ala cu care vorbesc la telefon ar trage apa in timp ce vorbeste cu mine. Adica senzatia asta i-o creez eu lui? E naspa, bai. 😐